If like me you're around 25 and you'd like to think you got
until you’re about 100 years old before you bite the big one, all blue rinse,
blue veins and blue WKD, but you have absolutely no idea how the next 75 years are going
to play out, then there’s a good chance you may be suffering from a very real
quarter life crisis.
According to the Wikigods: “The quarter-life crisis is a
period of life following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from
the late teens to the early thirties, in which a person begins to feel doubtful
about their own lives, brought on by the stress of becoming an adult.”
In all my thoughtfulness I’ve put together a checklist to
help you self-diagnose. You’re welcome!
1) Do you? Feel way too old and way too young at precisely the same time; there’s no middle ground!
In no way do you feel old enough to own property, get
married or have babies but you do however actually start to have those bastard
creeping thoughts telling you to ask yourself: “Is this outfit too young for
me?”
NB, it’s probably not.
2) Do you: hear songs that you assume are pretty much still
cool or at least semi-fresh, played ironically as “vintage” or “retro” in
Topshop? Recently I have heard Ashanti,
Blu Cantrell, Aaliyah, TLC and loads more, which is awesome, but I feel as if I’m enjoying it in the wrong way, like
too genuinely.
3) Do you: have no idea what Nicky Minaj is and why her
face/voice/clothes/hair does that? Where did she even come from?! Is she
actually just a knock-off Lisa Left-Eye? Go home Minaj; you’re drunk!
4) Do you: realise that there are certain things that you will
NEVER grow out of? So far, mine are: anything to do with Disney, Haribo,
Farley’s rusks, dancing around in my pants, my Sega Megadrive, The Spice Girls
and any swing set in any park.
I don’t find it weird to appreciate these things in my mid-20’s,
awesome stuff will always be awesome, no matter how old you are, and it’s quite
nice that when someone tells you as an adult that you’re too old for something,
you now know the right words to make sure they never do it again!
5) Do you: start to distrust most of the decisions you have made
previously in your life, possibly even up to the ones you made this morning? It's become way too easy to say “ I was a kid back then, WTF did I know?!” Would you change your uni course, past/present boyfriends,
your career path, where you live, the decision of getting a fringe cut or keeping that dress which you bought and forced
yourself to wear because you lost the receipt but it made you look like sausage
shaped disco ball with no breasts….it took me YEARS to throw that out!
6) Do you: stop at random intervals in the day and say: “God,
that was 10 years ago!”. This is usually said about High School or Beyonce's
Crazy in Love.
8) Do you: start to think you may be falling behind with social
media? I got as far as Facebook and then thought I was pretty damn with it when
I took up with the Tweets. But now everyone’s all: “You’re not on Pinterest,
Instagram, WhatsApp, Snapchat and (I don’t know) Bebo?" No, I’m not 'on' every
single new way to tell people who don't care that someone bought me a Coke with my name on it! #crackabook!
9) Do you: realise that the “older ladies” in the films you watched
as a kid are actually the same age or younger than you! I just got invited to my 10 year high school reunion, I used to think Romy and Michelle were, like, 40?! I'm getting the
inkling that, no, actually I don’t have all of the time in the world to piss
about, 30 is no longer a magical and horrendous concept (a cautionary tale for twenty-somethings who get too cocky) it’s real and what’s more, it’s five years
away!
10) Do you: romanticise about what you could
have been if
you had made different choices? I sometimes think, “I could have been a
dahhhncer!” When really, if I'm honest, when I twirl around more than once
I throw up in my mouth, the only time I
go on-point is to reach the biscuit jar and some times, I fall over (I’m
talking face-planting here), whilst standing completely still!
11) Do you: get desperate in your comparisons of yourself to people
you think are more successful? “It’s ok: that person I went to school with might be married, CEO of their own PR
company with an offshoot fashion label and internet empire….but they're three
months older than me…..so I've got time………yea, I've got time.”
So you're having a quarter-life crisis, what to do now?
Stop panicking! I know you are and I get why, but just stop it.
You should be moisturising more. However much you moisturise already, just do it more.
Start trying to save up your money, any money, it'll hopefully help you get better with your finances over time; even if you start doing this in seemingly futile, pointless ways. For example, my BFF gave me a money box with Michael Jackson on it for Christmas as a joke (HILAR) but I've now decided that I'm not allowed to enter my apartment with a £1 coin in my purse, or else, Michael gets it. I may be poor but he's sure getting rich!
Most importantly, take stock of the progress you’re making because trust me, even if it feels as if you’re not making any, you are!
Most importantly, take stock of the progress you’re making because trust me, even if it feels as if you’re not making any, you are!
Try making a little 20’s list! Make a note of at least one thing a year that
you've accomplished and that you’re proud of, even if it would seem tiny to other people but it means
something to you. It’ll make you feel better and it might help you see where you're headed so you can make sure there’s
something to add next year!
Here is mine:
Age 20: Met my first, real life, not made up, actual, serious
boyfriend.
Age 21: Graduated University.
Age 22: Took the plunge and had corrective laser eye surgery.
Age 23: Finally got my driver’s licence.
Age 24: Started a little, registered company and invested in
building my own skills.
Age 25: Moved city and hooked a relevant job which could
actually turn into an enjoyable career.
I’m sure your list will look very different to mine, but
your 20’s are important and we’re all so busy that they can just fly by. So
take a while here and there to look over the seeds you’ve been planting and
appreciate the work you’re putting in, even if no one else does!
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